Oh Jesus

Fuck. God damn. Shit. Balls. Fucking cell phone keyboard.

Sitting the god damned waiting room at the clinic. Got the shit beat out of me by a street preacher as I was leaving the library. That'll fucking learn me to try to broaden my horizons. Fucking can't afford a Science subscription. Guess what I get for that is getting the shit knocked out of me by a crazy Indian dude with a sign. He beat me with the fucking sign! I couldn't even read it!

This Doctor better be good.

Not a cloud in the sky

It's not humid either, that's the weird thing. It's fucking brilliant out, not a single cloud. Just blazing, white hot sunlight all day. And what a long day it is! It's the dog days of summer, just like the Egyptians talked about. The dog star was their enemy then, but now, it's Ra. I think Ra is fucking done with us. Maybe I should pick up a sign. The Halal cart guy that made me chicken and rice this afternoon said that Allah is bringing hell to earth to purge our sins from us. Christ.

Never made much sense to me to stop worshiping the sun. I mean, it's literally the source of life. It's amazingly important. I want to worship it myself. Except, it's trying to kill us right now. Read a bunch of papers today on the NSF website. Can't understand too much of it though--I majored in psych. Got to do some more research.

Headache

Shit. Sorry about all the profanity in the last few posts. I feel...kind of off lately. I got in a fight with a guy today at O'Connel's. And I mean, I started it. I walked up to him and told him he looked retarded. He swung at me, and then I beat him senseless. No one there seemed to care.

Something is definitely up. This is not normal. This is not right. It doesn't stay this hot for this long without something being seriously out of place. There's triple the street preachers out there right now than there were three weeks ago. And, Jesus, you should hear some of the angles from these people. Every cult, every ideology is shitting eschatology all over Manhattan. Buddy in Brooklyn says its the same on their end too.

I'm getting to the bottom of this. Got to do some research on climate--and on the sun I guess.

Shit

My friend got stabbed today. Fuck. What the hell is going on out there? It's just so god damned oppressive to be alive. Story's the same all over, too. I heard on the news that the French haven't seen heat like this in a century. Southern hemisphere is having a really mild winter too, it's almost like spring.

I read something today about the sun--it has a cycle. Every 11 years it peaks or bottoms out in activity. We've about reached the beginning of the peak. Is that why its so hot?

Crazy assholes

Some jerk is camped outside my window screaming about Jesus or some shit. Says wormwood is coming down and that we're all fucked and that we should start repenting now. I don't bother repenting. I haven't done shit.

Saw another guy near the store today with a different angle. He was ranting about the end, but he didn't mention what kind. I can kind of get with him on this. Still fucking hot. Two weeks, no stopping. Can't handle that kind of heat for this long. Fucking apartment's not air conditioned either. Don't know why I just don't jump.

Shit

Got mugged today on the way back from work. Second time this month. Joke's on them, though, I got no money and nothing to live for. Take all you want asshole! I had six dollars and a Sam's Club card in my wallet. Hope that jackass is happy with it.

My buddy got mugged the other day too. My ex-girlfriend called and said some dude had beaten the shit out of her and robbed her apartment. Fuck. It's still ridiculously hot. 101 today. Hundred and fucking one. Motherfucking heat island bullshit.

It's hot

It's fucking hot. It's been three days of this bullshit and I already can't take it. Weatherman says no change in sight. Don seems even more pissed off these days then he did before. Fuck it, I can't afford to quit. I hate this fucking city. Hope it burns to the ground.